Originally, I had planned to write this epic tome about what respect and civility mean. I wanted to write this amazing piece that would have folks come to a place where they UNDERSTOOD where I'm coming from. You know what? FUCK IT. I CAN NOT "convince" ANYONE of ANY THING. This shit is what it is. Sometimes, things get so broken they can't be fixed. Enough already. I'm tired of living in the epicenter of drama central AND being blamed for it when I never wanted to be there in the first flippin' place. E N O U G H A L R E A D Y ! ! !
Let me say this first and foremost (especially for anyone that followed me here from EP), NO ONE is that I'm a much more cruel and unforgiving critic of ME than you ever could be. Whatever faults or failings you think you see; you don't see half of what I hate about myself. And yet, say whatever the flying fuck monkeys you want to say; I AM A GOOD PERSON, I'm a GREAT mother. I have things I'm working on, and it's in a timeline and a precedence that I have worked out with my care providors so your input as to what YOU think is a priority really doesn't have a voice.
The real point of THIS post today, is to kick things back into gear. I love life, and I am going to move forward and live like I mean, instead of begging permission to be alive on my own terms.
Let me say this first and foremost (especially for anyone that followed me here from EP), NO ONE is that I'm a much more cruel and unforgiving critic of ME than you ever could be. Whatever faults or failings you think you see; you don't see half of what I hate about myself. And yet, say whatever the flying fuck monkeys you want to say; I AM A GOOD PERSON, I'm a GREAT mother. I have things I'm working on, and it's in a timeline and a precedence that I have worked out with my care providors so your input as to what YOU think is a priority really doesn't have a voice.
The real point of THIS post today, is to kick things back into gear. I love life, and I am going to move forward and live like I mean, instead of begging permission to be alive on my own terms.
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