Experience Project 19

I'm Like Michael Jordan
13 July 2010
I've said it before, a few times. But now, I have decided that there really isn't any choice left. You all might know that certain individuals I would prefer NOT read my shit, have and do. And, I get to hear about it IRL. It sucks ass. You know? Instead of being my private domain, where I can just let go and be the real, pissed off me inside; its now a source of material to have thrown in my face everytime an argument breaks out. It's such a total load of crap too. And yet, so fucking sick of the bullshit and the bitching. BBBLLLEEEECCCCHHHHHH!!!

Screw it all, I'm taking my ball and I'm going home. Seriously, I am leaving EP and gonna build a new profile elsewhere. I think every one deserves to have that anonymous place to vent their thoughts and their frustrations without the bullshit repercussions from people who don't recognize what the term 'personal space' is. Everyone deserves that space to just be open and let all their giggly bits hang free; without being judged. And you know what? Those fucking narfbag asshats who pry into your personal space are really just saying this: "I don't respect you, I don't respect your mind, I don't respect your feelings, I don't respect your privacy and I DON'T RESPECT YOUR HUMANITY."

Yes, you might be thinking that, if someone in my real life is able to read my stuff here, then they are going to read this. YES, they ARE. IRL, I have said how upset I am. I have said how violated I felt. I have said the things I ought to have said. But I said those things in my "me" voice. The people in my life know me as a god-damned door mat. I have been a door mat most of my life. The reason people in my 'real life' are prying into my shit, is because suddenly (not suddenly to me, only to them), I am behaving differently than before. Yes, dear friends, ANGRYFACE has grown a back-bone. And because of all of you, awesome people, I'm learning that I can say whatever the fuck I want. I have every right to feel and think as I do. And the people in my life who aren't comfortable with the REAL me, really only ever wanted a doormat. Well, they can find a door mat ANYWHERE. I don't have to sign up for that gig anymore. I don't have to bend over and take the pole with no lube. I can face you or anyone else, flip the double bird and say "Go Fuck Yourself" with a big-ass smile on my face.

Still, I am leaving EP. Just so you know, this IS the best social networking site on the web. It is. But, some of these people in my life, they don't care about what I need, or what fulfillment I get out of being here. They only care about their self, and how they might appear, however unnamed and unknown, to my circle. I wanted this site so I could express things I didn't want to share with these people. Because they judge me, they find me lacking and short-of-the-mark. Because they find fault with me. Because they compare me to others and I end up last, or less. Because they don't know me. Because they don't want to know me. I am sad to go, but, you can all still read about my angry bitching pathos on my blog at blogspot. I'm not sure how you find me, exactly, except to say that my blog is here

http://angryface1970.blogspot.com

For my circle, kids, you guys are awesome. I will contact you separately and let you know where I'm headed. You guys have been the best. The truth will set you free. ANGRYFACE